this shouldn't bother me as much as it does.

friends of mine that haven't usually done better academically then i have are.
and it shouldn't bother me at all, but maybe it means that i'm slacking.
but then again, maybe it means that they're just smarter than me which is cool too.
i just need to get used to this is all.
as long as i'm happy with my grades it's okay.
(also, i'd like to be in the top 30 but who knows.)