i wanna fall in love again

recently, upon talking to one of my best friends, i've come to the realization that i don't really want a relationship. i just like the thought; the chase.

that being said, i haven't been in a real relationship ever and a bad one in 3 years...

maybe i don't know what i want.

maybe i just love the thought of love. the feeling that two people can have for eachother but i've never really experienced. at all. (except for family members of course.)

but then again, who am i to say anything on this subject?