really?

and this is the part of life i like to call: frustration.

ha, fail.
i just posted that first line...
that would've been a good entry.

anyway, i'm just super confused.
i don't know what to do anymore.
i also don't know what to think.
oh, and did i mention that i have a ton of bio homework still?
no big deal...
what if i just didn't do this one?
i mean, it would be the first one...
i feel like she would loose respect for me.
you know how when you don't do your homework and your teacher gives you their best "i'm disappointed in you" face?
i hate that.
it makes me feel so bad about myself.

moral of the story: i don't have time to make this a good one.

p.s. back in january, i posted this exact thing
"why does everything you say melt my heart?
i should really separate myself from you... it's going to start to be an issue soon.
i realize i can't have you.
why does that make me want you more?


" no, you shouldn't be in the middle. you deserve better than that."
thank you for that. i needed it.
but stop confusing me damnit!
ugh."

totally foreshadowed my life.
i knew this was going to happen.