even if you're wrong, i'll stand by you.

and this is the part of life i like to call: last home game ):

lately, i've just felt like crying
all the time.
it's not even that i'm sad.
i just have been wanting to cry.
maybe i should watch i am sam soon.
that movie. made me. bawl.
i was almost hyperventilating and whatnot.

it's funny how much people can surprise you.
on the bus ride home today, i had a conversation with one of the potheads.
honestly, i thought all he knew nowadays was weed.
but he's doing really well in school.
and he's not even a bad kid.
i've been on the bus with him forever, so i watched him grow up.
i knew that he wasn't always in the best of places.
but i'm glad to see that everything worked out ok.
so thank you joey for making me realize that you aren't a bad kid.


in other news... tonight's our last home game.
the senior's last last home game. ever.
so it's senior night.
and it's sad for me even though i'm not on varsity.
i really hope people don't cry.

moral of the story: dbjsgnadfbjsjdfbhewbhs