that girl is so dangerous.

so this is a dangerous time to blog.
i'm at a breaking point.
i don't know why i can't just be happy for one whole day when i'm by myself.

everything was going so well too.
and then i got frustrated.
and then i got angry.
and then i boiled over.
when will i just run out of tears?
when will i learn to just be happy with myself?

writing this actually calmed me down.
how is it so easy to express myself through writing, but i can't voice my feelings?
how is it so easy for me to fake happiness?
why do i have to fake happiness?
so many unanswered questions.

moral of the story: sometimes i have rough days.