because these things will change

can you feel it now?
these walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
it's a revolution
the time will come when we will finally win.

two years ago in decemeber, life was good.
(and taylor swift came out with a new album and i knew every word to every song... haha)
and then a whole bunch of drama happened.
and my best friends weren't friends with eachother anymore.
that was tough on me.
i always get myself in the middle of things.
and that needs to stop.

so anyway, maggie's birthday is tomorrow.
and we've known eachother since we were 3.
i never thought that things would change... but maybe we just have a pattern that we go by.
i mean, we weren't best friends ALL of those years.
we broke apart in like 3rd grade. and reunited in 6th. so maybe we take three year breaks? i hope not.

what else...
so my "boss" from wilderness camp asked me to babysit a family for like the rest of the summer.
i'm so honored that he recognized my dedication to the kids. (not that i needed to be recognized. i love being a counselor there)
i really would love to. but i realized that i really am not available for the rest of the month. it's crazy.


so anyway, the moral of the story is:
2 years ago is when things started to not be fantastic all the time, maggie turns 15 tomorrow, and i have to turn down a family that needs my help.

...yeah.