in this moment now; capture it, remember it.

and this is the part of life i like to call: days off.

i don't know how to explain what i've been feeling lately; story of my life, right?
well, it's been a combination of confusion and happiness.
i guess this is a good thing? except when i think about things too much. then comes the frustration and sadness.
but everything will be okay.
at least that's what i keep telling myself.
and i'm starting to believe it... so it must be true.
once this whole thing is over with, i can finally get back to normal abby.
maybe i'll actually get things accomplished.

something that scared me:
next year. just thinking ahead is frightening.
next year all of these people that i see everyday won't be around anymore.
and i'll most likely be section leader?
like, what?
i can't fill those shoes.
which reminds me that i need to practice major.

i also have economics, bio, english, geometry, and french homework.
ha, love it.

glee's on tonight. but it's not even a new one because their schedule has been sucking.

and yeah.
almost at my 150th post, which will also not be a big deal.

moral of the story: i can't believe i've already done about 50 posts in like a quarter of the time it took me to write 100.