all of these emotions come pouring out of me

and this is the part of life i like to call: this is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life. (i only like this song because of world of jenks... haha)

so anyway, i'm being confirmed tomorrow.

this is pretty much a big deal.

corey said "so are you ready to become an adult?"

that was a huge blow. i mean, i've thought of it that way... but i never realized how close this is.

something that bothers me: being the youngest child, i get dragged to everything. i had to go to my brother's blue and gold boyscout ceremonies. i had to go to their graduations and to their 8th grade musicals. i had to go to their sacrements, such as confirmations. they never go to anything of mine. granted, they have cars and college to worry about. but it's a weekend. take some time to care about something of mine? it's not so much corey as it is jake. corey went to dear edwina. and corey's going to my confirmation. jake hasn't/isn't going to either.

on a side note: i drove today! and i didn't crash into anything and i didn't ruin the car or public property! i only slammed on the brake once or twice. and i only revved the gas five or six times... haha

driving in a parking lot with no other cars isn't too hard... (:

moral of the story: i've got some issues that nobody can see...