i would understand

^stuck in my head. for three days.
jumper - third eye blind.

and this is the part of life i like to call: not doing bio homework. ha
so it's thursday night.
and i'm home alone?
which doesn't normally happen.
so i like this (:

i need to be productive.
i need to do a lot of things...

i wish i was motivated to practice.
if i was doing allstate i'd totally have to.
next year.

i guess i'm just afraid of not making it.
and having people realize that i'm not as good as they think i am.
speaking of, we had a sectional yesterday.
no one ever goes to our sectionals, even when the CONDUCTOR is running it.
seriously? make time. because people clearly don't practice.
including me. so they can't even make excuses.

anyway, i'm just tired of people not caring. about anything.
and about me.

moral of the story: i do complain too much. mehh.