i throw my hands up in the air sometimes

one of the worst feelings in the world is letting a goal go by.
not just one goal. oh no. more like 4.
i could've stopped them. but i didn't.
and then there are the ones that aren't your fault. those also suck.
being goalie is tough.
you have to be able to keep yourself together after letting a goal by.
you have to tell people to get out of your way.
i can't really explain the sinking feeling you get... but i'm sure you know the one.
it's the one where you know you let people down. you know that you did something wrong and you couldn't stop it.

so what did we learn today?
being goalie isn't too much fun.

also, just because it feels like fall for a week doesn't mean that it'll stay cold.
i also figured out that i will not be wearing my new clothes until it gets colder out... since the things i got are like sweaters and stuff. haha


moral of the story: goalie is tough. and dynamite is stuck in my head. and school starts thursday

NOTE: the huge season finale is tonight!