i have NO reason to be unhappy.

but i find myself thinking abouts things.

like, how i feel like i won't be happy until i find someone. someone who will make me happy. and make me realize how awesome i am.

but that's such a stupid thing to wait around for.

i need to prove to myself that i have people in my life that do that. but just... i don't know. it's really hard to write this out.

i am happy. i just have one little crevice that i'd like to fill.

i don't have to. but maybe someday...

maybe i just feel lonely. after all of these years having a companion would be cool.

or not. that's okay too.

man oh man, you're my best friend

i'll scream it out to the nothingness

there ain't nothing that i need

well hot and heavy pumpkin pie,

chocolate cake and Jesus Christ,

ain't nothing please me more than you

home, let me come home,

home is wherever i'm with you