happy easter!

i've been seeing a lot of "zombie Jesus" statuses and i don't know how i feel about that...

today is more important than Christmas. but i don't need to explain that.

today i realized why i don't practice for an hour and a half everyday...

i'm so critical of everything. i'm so hard on myself.

and it's just like, i realize that i'm not incredibly awesome.

i'm just mediocre. and maybe if i practiced for an hour and a half everyday i'd get incredibly awesome. but for now, i'm not up to where i'd like to be.

it's just frustrating, you know?

i feel like some people set their expectations of me way high. and i guess i'm under pressure?

i don't even know. i bet i'm imagining this.