so stressed out.

i almost threw up in english today. i was soooo nervous.
and i'll be nervous again tomorrow.
and everyday until this paper is done.
GAHH. so difficult.

so, i'm the only one in the clarinet section that can "double tongue".
barely. but whatever.

the mamalicious week on abc family is sponsered by hover...
i think that's rather sexist.

umm, i only go on here when i'm either procrastinating or venting.
and that's like everyday.

wooooo!


ok, so a lot of pressure has been put on me to be a drum major.
i really just don't want to do it.
and it's my decision.
so people need to chill out and stop being disappointed in me
i do the best i can.

moral of the story: a lot of stress. always.