hi, stop playing favorites. bye

dearest coach:
way to put me down every single game. thanks. i really appreciate it.
when you take me out from pitching and then say "ok, so-and-so's pitching now and the other team can hit it" it's basically like saying "hey abby. you suck. why do you even play?"


i have an issue with losing.
i have an issue with getting out.
i have an issue with my coach.
i have an issue with not even scoring.

it's like field hockey all over again
this can't happen
i would love to be on a good team just once in my life.

(i'm so sorry if you're on any of my teams. it's not all you. it's not all me. it's a group effort.)

i have an issue with coming home and everyone asking how it went.
can you just tell by my attitude that i really don't want to talk to you right now?


ok, sorry.
i'm done venting know.

this sucks because i had such a good blog planned out but i'm really not in the mood.

moral of the story: sports got stressful; along with the rest of my life.