you don't know

you don't know how heavy your emotions are until you try to lift them.
you don't know how strong you are.
you think you know, but you really don't.
we all get overwhelmed with emotion once in awhile.
things happen that we can't control.

i'm starting to get religious again.
i don't know what happened or why it did, but i moved away from god.
i just didn't care anymore.
but guess what? i'm coming back.
i guess i just realized that in case no one is there, god will be. and that's SO comforting.
it's even more comforting to know that if i mess up, he'll forgive me. (and i mess up a lot.)

thank you for calling me back to you, lord.


you're making bad choices again.
last night was the scariest thing that's ever happened.
think before you do things.
STOP BEING STUPID.
you have no idea how much it hurts me when things like this happen.
just make good choices.


christmas was good (:
i got a new ipoddd! finally, thanks santa (:


ok, time to sleep. it's too late to be on the computer.
goodnight moon