12.09.2009

sometime in between...

laughing for no reason,
stupid arguments,
long talks,
and making fun of eachother,
i fell in love with you.

not in like an "i want to be your girl friend forever" kind of way.
just like an "i want to be with you forever."
i always want you in my life,
as my best friend. you don't understand how much you mean to me.
all the little things you do everyday that are so routine, they all make me smile. you understand me. and i trust you completely. thank you for all those little things you do. and i really do love you, but as my best friend. always. i'm so glad i met you. and i'm so glad that you can tell me everything.

on another note...

this snow day was very unproductive. but a 40 minute conversation on the phone kind of brightened it up :]
listen to me, gushing all over him. i can't let myself fall. not again, not this fast.
you know when one person can just change everything for you? i'd just like to say a big fat "thanks a lot" to greg. you made me realize that it's not worth waiting for people to want you. and i appreciate it. i really cannot describe how badly you hurt me whenever it was you decided that you could use me. once you got all of your information, you decided you were done with me. so thank you hun, i will never waste so much of my life on one person again.

don't wait. it's not worth it.

and on another absolutely random note

i really hope that you never smoke again. it's just hurting everyone that you've told. if your girl friend ever found out, you'd loose her too. thank you for trusting me not to tell anyone; and i won't. but just do everyone a favor, and stop. or at least stop putting up front. don't hide what's inside. the people that are around you and love you as a person will not leave. (this person is being disclosed. you will never know, so don't even guess.)


so there's the story. and i'm sticking to it.

ciao <3

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