LOL blogging about people indirectly...

i'm trying really hard to work up the courage. i promise. i'm thinking about telling you.

i mean, since i think about you all the time i think about what would happen if i tell you.

there's really three options.

-things will change for the better

-things will change for the worse.

-nothing will change

and i think i'm okay with two of those options.

here's where i'm holding back.

-i don't want to compete with two other people.

-i can't compete with the two other people...

-i'm still trying to think of what i'll say.

-i'm still trying to think of how i'll say it.

-i'm afraid of that second option up there...

i'm only sure of maybe 4 people that read this blog.

the others i'm not completely sure about.

it's the other people that make me wonder.

and some of the things that i want to write i may not be able to just because of those other people.

When all of the beauty turns to pain
When all of the madness falls like rain
As long as we crash and we collide
We will be gorgeous, you and I.