i never realize how much time i spend waiting

like i literally waste so much of my life waiting for things to happen.

and when i look back at all of the things i could've accomplished instead of waiting it really sickens me.

every single person that i spend time on and wait for something to happen is the biggest waste of time ever though.

i mean, the during is nice. but the after i'm sitting here thinking about why.

but you don't like me, you just like the chase.

to be real, it doesn't matter anyway.

-jojo... hahaha