maybe this time, i'll be lucky

it's gonna happen, happen sometime.

maybe this time i'll win.

sometimes i sit and i think.

i think about what it would be like if i took more chances.

if i didn't try hard.

if i didn't sit in my room at night like a good child.

i think about how it would feel to just run free.

i really wish someone would run with me.

insert nora jones "come away with me" ?

but other than that...

AHHH, i just want to go and take chances and stuff. but the repercussions scare me.