it's just one of those nights...

and this is the part of life i like to call: i guess...

like, i seriously think i'm bipolar sometimes.

people might find this hard to believe, but i'm not always happy.

in fact, i'm probably more sad than happy on a regular basis.

mcms concert bands were tonight.

i was fine. and then the one that i play clarinet in started.

and i found myself sinking into this state of confusion.

i don't even know.

i guess i just need a little christmas.

it's like my family doesn't know that it's 16 days away.

our house doesn't get decorated until the 18th. if we're lucky. or maybe the 15...

my mom told me she hasn't gone christmas shopping yet.

i think we're all out of sync.

also, i'm hungry.

and i have to write a response paper!

moral of the story: i don't even know why i'm not happy... it's not like anything is making me sad right now...