remember when this was a thing that existed? yeah, me neither.
i need to read basically all of my books. and i need to continue practicing for allstate. and i need to figure out how the whole college thing works.
it would also be cool if i could stop being sad all of the time...
but it's hard. there's a lot of forces that are making it hard to stay positive. new forces that i'm not used to and probably will never get used to even when they get here and then take off and leave me alone.

alone. that's what i'm feeling.

sorry. i'm tired of self-pity from myself and from everyone.