it's always darkest before the dawn

i feel like i just wrote the post stating that march is here...

now next week is april.

where is the time going?

i don't want to grow up...

i want to stay in junior year for a little bit longer.

i need to get a job. other than giving 5 lessons.

but seriously, i could only work 3 days a week without killing myself and doing even less homework than i do now.

3 days... i guess that's 3 days more money than i'm making now.

need to apply to bed bath and beyond. i have the application... i'm just lazy and scared.

working is a scary concept to me.

writing part of my research paper right now.

i sound very unintelligent in it.

time for a writing conference totes.

also, i'm tired. i'm thinking of taking a day off.

probs not. but i'm thinking about it.