i can't keep doing this to myself.
i need to get myself together.

spending way too much time worrying and feeling things for other people.
"i am not a gardener."
quoting myself. whatever.

i can't even type things out because that makes them that much more real.
if the thoughts that i have just stay in my head, they're just thoughts and nothing more.


march is here.
everything is too real and coming too soon.
can time just slow down?
daylight savings pushes it forward even further.