but i like to think that at least things can't get any worse

florence <333

anyway.

okay. here's what's been going on lately.

sport's awards night.

-michelle won the little green! field hockey was repping!

-i won mvp? WHAT?

-my coaches nominated me for the allstate team?! wahttTT??!

-varsity letter <3

allstate audition

-they were running half an hour late. that was the worst part... waiting.

-they called my name. i walked into the room and was super relaxed.

-the speaker told me to play the hardest part of the first song. i sighed because i knew it was going to happen... i did iffy. (the person before me was worse...)
-i did way better on the other stuff.

-i went to play my scales. i forgot how to play the clarinet momentarily... they people were like "uhhh, do you want to try that again?" ... embarrassing.. haha

-my chromatic scale was PERFECT.

-i walked back and was like "k, donee..."

school today

-i made allstate.

-WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

-honestly didn't think i would. i am one of 14 clarinets in the state that made it. whoa.

-obama decided that central was a cool place to come to school... playing for him tomorrow. not even going to classes. that's totes okay with me.

after school today

-MY CAMERA CAME.

-it's beautiful... no one understands because no one has seen it...

-i need to figure out how to work all of the different modes. i feel like a n00b...

honestly. i don't deserve all of these good things happening to me right now.

i'm just this lazy kid that has really good luck... (if only this applied to history tests...)

i need to go read moby dick and try not to fall asleep. this book is... melville-y..

he's trying to hard to make it an all-american classic. and it's annoying.

a whole chapter describing the color white? really melville? really?

everything's beautiful and nothing hurts.

can we just read vonnegut for the rest of the year?