I spent a lot of time searching for reasons, for answers. But you can't find what’s not there.

and this is the part of life i like to call: upon request.

what does anyone like about the person they like?
is it the way they look at you?
the way they make you feel?
do they understand you?
do they make you happy?

for me, it all started in a dream.
and that sounds so weird.
but that's how it happened.
so i'm hesitant to tell people because i don't know if i actually like him.
it may just be my subconscious making scenarios up that i like.
this happens to me a lot.
that's why i never really know how i feel about certain people.

anyway, after i had this dream, i started to read into things more.

and then there are days where i just don't know.
these days are occurring more and more recently.

thanks for your curiosity i guess?

moral of the story: i just don't know sometimes.