it's weird

it's weird that i can't keep a conversation with you anymore.
and when you start a conversation with me, i'm disappointed that it's not someone else.
but maybe that's because i've just known you for sooo long.
and that i'm starting to agree with people's opinions on you?
or maybe it's that we don't spend enough time together to have anything sufficient to talk about.
either way, i don't like this disappointed feeling.
i need you to be my best friend.
why is it true that

"you chase after those who don't want you,

and you push those away who love you the most" ?

i don't like that.
but i'm completely in love with:
http://share.buddy4u.com/view/suRfthesunn+V2
and their quotes. i can honestly read them for hours.
try it?

moral of the story: people change. and i waste a lot of time on the internet...