i just started watching this show tonight.
so obviously i missed stuff.
but even tonight was just weird. i don't think it'll be a show i'll watch
but, my life as liz was on today! a rerun... but it made me so happy! (:
and i think i'll go see eclipse soon.
but not by myself, so someone come with me (:
uhmm, i don't remember what i was going to write about...
so this was a waste.
sorry!
byee.
moral of the story: t.v. shows and writer's block
6.29.2010
6.25.2010
what?
i get a lot of anonymous hate for writing blogs. i didn't know that so many people read this. if i did, maybe i would've tried harder to make these make sense.
some people get offended by some of the things that i write. or, they judge me for things that i write.
other people are completely opposite and are really supportive. even if i never really talk to them in person.
it's funny that the people that have issues tell me about it anonymously while those that are supportive let me know who they are.
BUT, i do like constructive criticism. and i just want to clear up that i don't really think all of these things are true all the time. i wrote blogs in the heat of the moment sometimes, just because it makes me feel better.
and i do like hearing people's interpretations of these through my formspring. even though i know what i'm trying to say, people might get the wrong message. and that's not ok sometimes.
i'll try to be detailed but sometimes i write these in a hurry or when i have a lot of emotions going on.
i'm sorry if you've ever been offended or taken something the wrong way.
moral of the story: getting hate is new to me. i guess people have grown some balls?
some people get offended by some of the things that i write. or, they judge me for things that i write.
other people are completely opposite and are really supportive. even if i never really talk to them in person.
it's funny that the people that have issues tell me about it anonymously while those that are supportive let me know who they are.
BUT, i do like constructive criticism. and i just want to clear up that i don't really think all of these things are true all the time. i wrote blogs in the heat of the moment sometimes, just because it makes me feel better.
and i do like hearing people's interpretations of these through my formspring. even though i know what i'm trying to say, people might get the wrong message. and that's not ok sometimes.
i'll try to be detailed but sometimes i write these in a hurry or when i have a lot of emotions going on.
i'm sorry if you've ever been offended or taken something the wrong way.
moral of the story: getting hate is new to me. i guess people have grown some balls?
6.23.2010
it's weird
it's weird that i can't keep a conversation with you anymore.
and when you start a conversation with me, i'm disappointed that it's not someone else.
but maybe that's because i've just known you for sooo long.
and that i'm starting to agree with people's opinions on you?
or maybe it's that we don't spend enough time together to have anything sufficient to talk about.
either way, i don't like this disappointed feeling.
i need you to be my best friend.
why is it true that
but i'm completely in love with:
http://share.buddy4u.com/view/suRfthesunn+V2
and their quotes. i can honestly read them for hours.
try it?
moral of the story: people change. and i waste a lot of time on the internet...
and when you start a conversation with me, i'm disappointed that it's not someone else.
but maybe that's because i've just known you for sooo long.
and that i'm starting to agree with people's opinions on you?
or maybe it's that we don't spend enough time together to have anything sufficient to talk about.
either way, i don't like this disappointed feeling.
i need you to be my best friend.
why is it true that
"you chase after those who don't want you,
and you push those away who love you the most" ?
i don't like that. but i'm completely in love with:
http://share.buddy4u.com/view/suRfthesunn+V2
and their quotes. i can honestly read them for hours.
try it?
moral of the story: people change. and i waste a lot of time on the internet...
6.22.2010
lists
on this, the 51st blog post on this wonderful tuesday night,
i wanted to write a list about my freshmen year highs and lows.
naturally this was a big year.
and everyone else is writing lists... i thought this was just appropriate
soo, i'll start at 10 and work my way up? ok.
10. jake's leaving
for those who aren't aware, jake is my older brother. my other brother corey went to college four years prior, but jake and i are closer. and him spending more time with me before leaving just made the whole experience harder. but, i knew this was going to happen eventually, and when it did i would have to accept it. i had to realize that we were all older now and things would be a whole lot different. family time wouldn't happen. i would technically be an only child, and i wasn't ready for that. but jake's leaving made me stronger. and as much as i missed him, it was a big part of this year not having him here.
9. FIELD HOCKEY SEASON.
holy moly. hardest time of my life. i had to juggle field hockey and level 4 civics and english (but those come later). this was the first sport i ever played for a school team. i never realized how intense and awesome something could be. this got me into the best shape of my lifeee. and i made a few new friends. it's funny how even the smallest group of people can still separate into cliques, but whatever. even though we lost every game, which in itself was making me stronger as a player, we still pushed through and made a lot of improvement.
8. honors classes
crazy. this was legitimately the hardest experience i've ever been through. middle school didn't prepare me for the work load or effort i would have to put into these classes. civics was by far the hardest class i've ever taken. i just barely passed with a c+. these were also the first tests i had ever bombed. like, major bombed. 50%'s. and that midterm/final honestly made me cry. haha, looking back that's so ridiculous to have done, but it happened. and english, well you guys know how much i stressed over papers and whatnot.
7. first day of school
so, i thought i would be so freaked out. but when the bus came to pick us up, i wasn't nervous at all. i had already been to school for band camp and i knew people from field hockey. i didn't get lost and it honestly wasn't a bad experience. i realized how independent i was and how self-efficient i was. i would do ok off by myself.
6. wednesday's = mcms days
i don't understand why, but i LOVE wednesdays. mcms makes me so happy, and i can't even explain it. it was honestly the highlight of my week. every wednesday i would just get so physicked and couldn't wait.
5. first semester lunch table
we had no idea who was going to be in mod d lunch. but i was with like all of my best friends. fun stuff (: and we went outside and took pictures a lot which was cool.
4. second semester lunch table/megan cleary
a lot of drama went down at this lunch table, but nothing involved me. i loved that alex randomly sat with a bunch of freshmen girls and hated all of us. and i loved when chantal dumped milk on nick's head (honestly the greatest thing ever.) and megan cleary. i don't know how to even explain her. craziest person i've ever had the pleasure to meet and become best friends with. i loved that we had 3 classes in a row together. and i loved her random song singing in study hall (:
3. garrett walker
not going to lie, i've spent so many hours talking to this guy over the past few months that when i'm not i get confused. i'm so glad i met him and randomly started talking to him in like march. i really don't know what else to say about him.
2. kenneth fox.
he is my best friend. i can't explain it. i love our 8 hour phone calls and how he rocks at every instrument ever. and when he sings in his gaston voice... haha
and how his ADD can just liven a conversation up right on the spot. and just everything really. i don't even know how this friendship started, but i'm glad it did. and he's made such an impact in my year and life that i don't know how to explain. he's always there for me and vise-versa. he makes me laugh all the time, no matter my previous mood. and although he's a rather awkward hugger, it's ok because that's just how he is. and he's just my best friend. simple as that.
1. ok, this is a lame way to finish this... band
i love band. i am your stereotypical band geek. i love everything about being in that room and playing clarinet. i love the people and the music we make together. i love the directors and i love ending my day in that room and literally on a good note. i love that everyone can be completely opposite and still play in the same room. we are a family, however dysfunctional that may be. and i cannot wait for next year.
moral of the story: goodbye freshmen yearr (:
i wanted to write a list about my freshmen year highs and lows.
naturally this was a big year.
and everyone else is writing lists... i thought this was just appropriate
soo, i'll start at 10 and work my way up? ok.
10. jake's leaving
for those who aren't aware, jake is my older brother. my other brother corey went to college four years prior, but jake and i are closer. and him spending more time with me before leaving just made the whole experience harder. but, i knew this was going to happen eventually, and when it did i would have to accept it. i had to realize that we were all older now and things would be a whole lot different. family time wouldn't happen. i would technically be an only child, and i wasn't ready for that. but jake's leaving made me stronger. and as much as i missed him, it was a big part of this year not having him here.
9. FIELD HOCKEY SEASON.
holy moly. hardest time of my life. i had to juggle field hockey and level 4 civics and english (but those come later). this was the first sport i ever played for a school team. i never realized how intense and awesome something could be. this got me into the best shape of my lifeee. and i made a few new friends. it's funny how even the smallest group of people can still separate into cliques, but whatever. even though we lost every game, which in itself was making me stronger as a player, we still pushed through and made a lot of improvement.
8. honors classes
crazy. this was legitimately the hardest experience i've ever been through. middle school didn't prepare me for the work load or effort i would have to put into these classes. civics was by far the hardest class i've ever taken. i just barely passed with a c+. these were also the first tests i had ever bombed. like, major bombed. 50%'s. and that midterm/final honestly made me cry. haha, looking back that's so ridiculous to have done, but it happened. and english, well you guys know how much i stressed over papers and whatnot.
7. first day of school
so, i thought i would be so freaked out. but when the bus came to pick us up, i wasn't nervous at all. i had already been to school for band camp and i knew people from field hockey. i didn't get lost and it honestly wasn't a bad experience. i realized how independent i was and how self-efficient i was. i would do ok off by myself.
6. wednesday's = mcms days
i don't understand why, but i LOVE wednesdays. mcms makes me so happy, and i can't even explain it. it was honestly the highlight of my week. every wednesday i would just get so physicked and couldn't wait.
5. first semester lunch table
we had no idea who was going to be in mod d lunch. but i was with like all of my best friends. fun stuff (: and we went outside and took pictures a lot which was cool.
4. second semester lunch table/megan cleary
a lot of drama went down at this lunch table, but nothing involved me. i loved that alex randomly sat with a bunch of freshmen girls and hated all of us. and i loved when chantal dumped milk on nick's head (honestly the greatest thing ever.) and megan cleary. i don't know how to even explain her. craziest person i've ever had the pleasure to meet and become best friends with. i loved that we had 3 classes in a row together. and i loved her random song singing in study hall (:
3. garrett walker
not going to lie, i've spent so many hours talking to this guy over the past few months that when i'm not i get confused. i'm so glad i met him and randomly started talking to him in like march. i really don't know what else to say about him.
2. kenneth fox.
he is my best friend. i can't explain it. i love our 8 hour phone calls and how he rocks at every instrument ever. and when he sings in his gaston voice... haha
and how his ADD can just liven a conversation up right on the spot. and just everything really. i don't even know how this friendship started, but i'm glad it did. and he's made such an impact in my year and life that i don't know how to explain. he's always there for me and vise-versa. he makes me laugh all the time, no matter my previous mood. and although he's a rather awkward hugger, it's ok because that's just how he is. and he's just my best friend. simple as that.
1. ok, this is a lame way to finish this... band
i love band. i am your stereotypical band geek. i love everything about being in that room and playing clarinet. i love the people and the music we make together. i love the directors and i love ending my day in that room and literally on a good note. i love that everyone can be completely opposite and still play in the same room. we are a family, however dysfunctional that may be. and i cannot wait for next year.
moral of the story: goodbye freshmen yearr (:
6.16.2010
post 50 C:
that smiley face is sooo messed up.
but you guys!!!! it's my 50th blog!!!!!
this is sooo exciting!
i don't even know what to say!
i started this thing last year? or something.
and now it's june 16th, and it's my 50th post.
that's insanity!
BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUTS:
kirssyyyyy (:
and lynnie!!
happy birthday! i love you guys!
so anyway, i had a great day off (:
new pictures on facebook.
gym final tomorrow
math and band final friday
and then...
SUMMER!
whoootttttt
alright, have a good day everyone (:
moral of the story: we made it (:
smiley face count: 4
but you guys!!!! it's my 50th blog!!!!!
this is sooo exciting!
i don't even know what to say!
i started this thing last year? or something.
and now it's june 16th, and it's my 50th post.
that's insanity!
BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUTS:
kirssyyyyy (:
and lynnie!!
happy birthday! i love you guys!
so anyway, i had a great day off (:
new pictures on facebook.
gym final tomorrow
math and band final friday
and then...
SUMMER!
whoootttttt
alright, have a good day everyone (:
moral of the story: we made it (:
smiley face count: 4
6.14.2010
i was being deep ok?!
haha, i wrote this in math today.
because i have no friends and we finished early.
and as the minutes dwindle down
on this, the last day of freshmen year,
we look on to the rest of our lives.
the people in these classes that you may never see,
the seniors never coming back,
it's all a reality now.
5 minutes left until band.
and even there, we see the lack of seniors.
we see the spirit of summer
just on the horizon.
the paintings on the wall
document our time with them.
and as we hope that we made a difference in their schoolyears,
we can be assured that they made a difference in our own.
3 minutes now.
moral of the story: the end of a schoolyear is sad no matter who you are.
because i have no friends and we finished early.
and as the minutes dwindle down
on this, the last day of freshmen year,
we look on to the rest of our lives.
the people in these classes that you may never see,
the seniors never coming back,
it's all a reality now.
5 minutes left until band.
and even there, we see the lack of seniors.
we see the spirit of summer
just on the horizon.
the paintings on the wall
document our time with them.
and as we hope that we made a difference in their schoolyears,
we can be assured that they made a difference in our own.
3 minutes now.
moral of the story: the end of a schoolyear is sad no matter who you are.
6.10.2010
i am alone at a crossroads
so this is it.
this is how it feels to not be a freshmen anymore.
i'm not ready or prepared for this feeling.
although we legitimately have 2 day of school work left, i am still stressed.
i really need to get over this feeling.
i need to relax and not have to worry about papers or finals or anything.
i just need to sleep and be happy for a week.
it's definitely time for vacation
i'm vacation deprived.
and overworked.
moral of the story: sometimes i have a realization.
this is how it feels to not be a freshmen anymore.
i'm not ready or prepared for this feeling.
although we legitimately have 2 day of school work left, i am still stressed.
i really need to get over this feeling.
i need to relax and not have to worry about papers or finals or anything.
i just need to sleep and be happy for a week.
it's definitely time for vacation
i'm vacation deprived.
and overworked.
moral of the story: sometimes i have a realization.
6.07.2010
we are the light of the world
blessed are they who are poor and humble,
there's is the kingdom of God.
i really like the beatitudes (:
so, uhh, yeah.
silas marner = not too terribly bad.
our discussion will rock the house (:
and even though we only have 5 class days left,
i will push through to the finish
because i actually do care.
meanwhile, i'm a little conflicted.
as much as i like olivia and zane, i cannot choose between them
like, i really don't know.
stupid elections.
sitting in the front row in band today was so different
and so great (:
but also rather scary.
and i don't feel like i deserve to play first, but i know i can.
and next year will be soooo great (:
holy smileys. how many have i used? only 4.
it seems like a lot though!
ok, this post was totally unnecessary.
and i need to sleep.
goodnight (:
... 5.
moral of the story: sometimes my thoughts are a blur.
there's is the kingdom of God.
i really like the beatitudes (:
so, uhh, yeah.
silas marner = not too terribly bad.
our discussion will rock the house (:
and even though we only have 5 class days left,
i will push through to the finish
because i actually do care.
meanwhile, i'm a little conflicted.
as much as i like olivia and zane, i cannot choose between them
like, i really don't know.
stupid elections.
sitting in the front row in band today was so different
and so great (:
but also rather scary.
and i don't feel like i deserve to play first, but i know i can.
and next year will be soooo great (:
holy smileys. how many have i used? only 4.
it seems like a lot though!
ok, this post was totally unnecessary.
and i need to sleep.
goodnight (:
... 5.
moral of the story: sometimes my thoughts are a blur.
6.06.2010
bring on tomorrow
let it shine
like the sun coming up on a beautiful day
it's yours and mine
we can make a difference
it's not too late
bring on tomorrow
it can't wait ♥
^loving this
so if you have the option never to read silas marner ever in your life,
take it.
this book is terrible
that is all.
moral of the story: random musical lyric... and negative review of silas marner.
like the sun coming up on a beautiful day
it's yours and mine
we can make a difference
it's not too late
bring on tomorrow
it can't wait ♥
^loving this
so if you have the option never to read silas marner ever in your life,
take it.
this book is terrible
that is all.
moral of the story: random musical lyric... and negative review of silas marner.
6.01.2010
hey hi how ya derrin?
i haven't posted in like 2-3 weeks. ouch. sorry.
especially if you're one of those people that checks this every day to see if i wrote something new.
well, SURPRISE!
ha
so i've been really busy.
and really stressed out.
AND TOMORROW IS MEG'S BIRTHDAY! (:
but now i've basically checked out.
and i'm listening to i can go the distance.
i'm a contradiction? ha, scotch-koreans (: oh ashely
oh softball.
"you got this lindsey! you ARE george lopez!"
"what?"
"you heard me!"
and i saw the end of a rainbow today!
but it was a large disappointment.
ok, hey randomness.
RANDOM DANCING.
(you can't see right now, but i'm totally dancing.)
not really.
ok, wow.
basically, i'm a dork. go ahead and judge me.
like you didn't know that before?
right.
i hope this will suffice for now?
much love brothas and sistas ♥
moral of the story: wow. that was random.
especially if you're one of those people that checks this every day to see if i wrote something new.
well, SURPRISE!
ha
so i've been really busy.
and really stressed out.
AND TOMORROW IS MEG'S BIRTHDAY! (:
but now i've basically checked out.
and i'm listening to i can go the distance.
i'm a contradiction? ha, scotch-koreans (: oh ashely
oh softball.
"you got this lindsey! you ARE george lopez!"
"what?"
"you heard me!"
and i saw the end of a rainbow today!
but it was a large disappointment.
ok, hey randomness.
RANDOM DANCING.
(you can't see right now, but i'm totally dancing.)
not really.
ok, wow.
basically, i'm a dork. go ahead and judge me.
like you didn't know that before?
right.
i hope this will suffice for now?
much love brothas and sistas ♥
moral of the story: wow. that was random.
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