you blow my mind

so i said i would be my best in civics... that was a fail.
the midterm = the hardest test i've ever taken in my life.
but i admit that i didn't study as much as i could have.
i didn't even try. i just knew that i was going to fail and didn't do anything about it.
no i'm really scared to fail that class...

what i hate more than anything:
knowing that i didn't try.
being alone
going to semi without a date.
(i'm actually bringing jesus.. so strike that last thing.)

so i'm really not sure what to say anymore...
nothing meaningful is going on lately.
and i'll have to wait until it does.

oh! i sent greg a message to ask him a few things that bothered me.
now i'm paranoid everytime my inbox says: inbox (1)
but it's not him. ever.
but i just sent this like 2 days ago.
i'll give him the benefit of the doubt.