i just want all of this to stop.

"I'm tired of carrying around the weight of the world. I'm just going to lay it down now" -May, Secret Life of Bees.
i mean, this was May's suicide note... but i can relate to these words.

in all honesty, if i didn't listen to anyone else's problems, i wouldn't have any problems in my life. everything's going pretty alright for me personally... i'm just tired of carrying around the weight of the world. i'm tired of being that girl. i told my mom that today and she said "so don't be." but i don't know how to just stop caring about everyone else. and i can't give up on these people that need my help.

"but sometimes i'm scared right out of my mind, and sometimes i just get angry
because i've been let down by the people that i love
but i will not let down the people who love me" -paul baribeau, never get to know.