can we be honest with ourselves for a minute?

so i bought pink's song perfect.

and the title is actually "f***ing perfect."

my itunes account is under my father's name so he gets e-mails after i buy everything.

he just told me that i can never buy a song like that again.

how hypocritical can someone get?

he swears all the time.

also, he told me i can't go on tumblr anymore. why does it matter?

sometimes, i can't deal with this.

i need to leave my house. for real.

also...

when i said goodnight to him i said "love you!"

and he didn't say anything back.

granted, he is slightly deaf...

and i know that he loves me back, but from today's events it's kind of scaring me.

i don't like to go to sleep without telling my family that i love them. just in case.

so at least he knows. and hopefully he'll have a nice day tomorrow.

i love my dad, don't get me wrong. i love him a lot. i'm a daddy's girl. but sometimes his rants don't make sense.